Date: Sunday, April 25, 2010
Posted at: 11:44 PM

Life in SP has been fun. I've met alot of awesome and friendly people. :) 2 weeks have passed, i blend well with my classmates but sometimes i can't help but feel left out. Im the ONLY pure foreigner in my class which means its my first time studying in sg while the others are PRs here already. So sometimes its kinda hard for me to actually join their conversations. Overall, its still not too bad. I try to stay as optimistic as possible and always try to strike conversations etc.

At first, i thought that i might not survive in poly simply because i had no friends here. Thank god that the people here are so nice! Im doing fine but most of the time im still missing my babes. I still envy the fact that most of them are studying in kl together. :( And yes, i SHOULD get over that fact now but ahh its hard. Im not going all emo about it now just that i still feel envious.

Its depressing though, i can't text them anymore nor they can text me now. International texts arent that ex but in long term, it accumulates to a big sum. The exchange rate is not cheap so i've gotta help my parents save money. No more texting to aussie or malaysia :( Andddd its so sad to look at my sg phone really! I've got no calls/texts coming in except from my cousins and parents. :( I wanna get a text from my friends simply asking, 'hey what ya doing now' kinda texts. Sighhhhh.

So on friday, we finished early. I asked my friends if they wanna hang out but they alrd made plans with their high school friends. :( so jealous. i then indulged in self-pity. Felt so damn sorry for myself. :x i wanna meet & hang with my high school friends too! If only someone would text me, asking me to go out together. :/ But thank god for CY, she accompanied me for lunch! I guess she didnt know how touched i'd felt that day. :)

I rrly rrly can't wait for my break & my babes' breaks so we can meet up again! Oovoo-ing & webcamming is not enough. D:


loves.