hello there.

Date: Thursday, November 20, 2008
Posted at: 12:58 PM

Warning : Go away if you cannot stand vulgarity

Im so effin pissed!
OMFG!
Im cooped up everyday at home!
Like im in jail or an asylum!
Im going insane.

I stayed at home after school on the last day of school when everybody's hanging out together.
Why?

I HAVE NO FUCKING TRANSPORT.

Wenli's bday outing & denise's outing both are like today.
& im effin staying at home!
Because?

I HAVE NO FUCKING TRANSPORT. AGAIN.

That's what i hate about holidays!
Yes, u can wake up as late as u want, sleep as late as you want, nobody would care.
But everytime its de holidays, i cannot go out.
because?

I HAVE NO FUCKING TRANSPORT.

Im sick of troubling others, picking me from de hse then sending me home again.
Gosh, why must my dad be so busy?????
Why didnt my mom learn howto drive?????
Why cannot we drive at blardy sixteen?????
Why are cars so blardy expensive????
Why is malaysia so dangerous?????
Why cant we walk alone in a dark alley & dont get raped/murdered/robbed/molested/etc. ?????

I was supposed to be going to singapore this saturday.
But now my parents said, "Ohh, maybe we're not going edii."
WHAT THE HELL???

I cannot live for one & a half months facing COMPUTER COMPUTER COMPUTER COMPUTER!!
Im facing four walls everyday.
Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
Im so sick of staying at home!!!!
I need air, i need to go outttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt.

My parents kept scolding me for using de comp like 24/7.
If not, what am i suppose to do then????
sweep the floor every 5 minutes?

Im so fucking pissed, I CAN KILL.

to wenli : Im sorry i cannot go! Next time, plan on weekends. Then i can go. T.T So saddening.

to denise : Im terribly sorry! I know its been suchha long time! I still cant make it to see you! Sorry.
If i go up to penang, i'll go find you okay?

bye.