Date: Saturday, May 03, 2008
Posted at: 7:07 PM

Hello.
I've been banned frm the comp. :(
But nvm, exam's just arnd the corner.

A shoutout to adeline,

Happy sweet sixteen! (:
I had heaps of fun in yr party!
Love yr cousins! Haha.

I still cant on9 yet.
Just using my cousin's comp now.
I havent recovered frm my previous flu.
OMFG, i know rite? -.-

Life has been quite the same actually.
Just that i've been really sad recently.
But i dont show, its not dat kinda sadness that overwhelmes you
but it is still very depressing.

A little note to my bestfriend,

I think you know who you are?
I've been really sad because of you.
I know we're not as close as before, you know it too.
We hardly communicate.
We had a huge obstacle this year, because of a guy.
Made us even further apart.
Fyi, im already totally over it.
Im alright.
But i guess it is the reason you dont tell me stuff between you & him because you think im still not okay.
I have to honestly tell you, I feel neglected.
You never tell me stuff anymore.
You hardly spend time with me anymore.
What happened to us?
We're not ultimate bestfriends anymore.
Yr twin, dotty know everything about you.
Me?
What do i know Evy?
Its like you dont need me anymore, now that you have new friends.
So, i dont fit to be your bestfriend because you have better friends now?
It feels like i dont know you anymore.
I feel that im trying to get into your circle of friends, trying to fit in.
I dont think your circle of friends, your list of bestfriends, even have my name in it.
Its really sad of how distant we had become.
I really hope we have time to talk things out.
Now that i cant even get close to you.

Im sorry, i have no mood for tag replies.
Will be back after a long time.

x loves.