"They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I like you more when you're here."
Date: Sunday, January 13, 2008
Posted at: 9:39 PM
Posted at: 9:39 PM
Its so not a very nice day today.
I srsly hate being almost sixteen.
Gawdd, imagine how would it be like being ACTUALLY sixteen. >.<
Nvm nvm~
Everyone has to go thru it. =)
Form 4 life is uberly hectic.
Longer lessons in skul, tuitions, club meetings, librarian duties & sports practices.
Makes it even harder for me to catch up with my frens in other classes.
I feel more distant from them already.
Perhaps its only me ba.
& btw,
pls understand me even better.
stop making me hang out with her.
me & her just dont click.
i cant just take as ntg has happened.
maybe u guys can forgive & forget, but she's aint dat simple to me.
sometimes i find it hard to talk to u guys with her arnd in skul, making it even harder for me by bringing her along.
i know this is so selfish of me for saying this.
im sorry.
maybe just this once i might consider.
but what if it happens another time?
its a fact dat i hate her.
but i dont wanna act all friendly arnd her cos dat will make me so totally, uberly fake.
making me also a hypocrite.
its exactly de same thing as u hv for ppl u dislike.
im not forbiding u guys to be frens with her.
totally no.
i perfectly understand dat how close u guys are to her.
just, dont drag me in.
i dont wanna be fake.
i dont wanna pretend to like someone i dislike.
make me smile*
I srsly hate being almost sixteen.
Gawdd, imagine how would it be like being ACTUALLY sixteen. >.<
Nvm nvm~
Everyone has to go thru it. =)
Form 4 life is uberly hectic.
Longer lessons in skul, tuitions, club meetings, librarian duties & sports practices.
Makes it even harder for me to catch up with my frens in other classes.
I feel more distant from them already.
Perhaps its only me ba.
& btw,
pls understand me even better.
stop making me hang out with her.
me & her just dont click.
i cant just take as ntg has happened.
maybe u guys can forgive & forget, but she's aint dat simple to me.
sometimes i find it hard to talk to u guys with her arnd in skul, making it even harder for me by bringing her along.
i know this is so selfish of me for saying this.
im sorry.
maybe just this once i might consider.
but what if it happens another time?
its a fact dat i hate her.
but i dont wanna act all friendly arnd her cos dat will make me so totally, uberly fake.
making me also a hypocrite.
its exactly de same thing as u hv for ppl u dislike.
im not forbiding u guys to be frens with her.
totally no.
i perfectly understand dat how close u guys are to her.
just, dont drag me in.
i dont wanna be fake.
i dont wanna pretend to like someone i dislike.
make me smile*
FLORENCE ☮ & ♥
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