"They say absence makes the heart grow fonder, but I like you more when you're here."
Date: Monday, October 22, 2007
Posted at: 5:38 PM
Posted at: 5:38 PM
Tis is smth dat i've been wanting to tell u all along,
bernard lim ye zhe.
Well, if u ever read my blog, that is.
I muz hv been outta my brains, crazy to hv fell for u.
U're not de cutest, smartest, or de funniest guy i've met,
but u're definitely one of de shyest guy i've ever known.
Yet, u're de one dat i've really liked.
& no, tis is not a confession.
Because, u had already knew dat i had feelings for u.
Its really funny dat when i fell for u, it was love at first sight.
Haha.
I hadnt know u den.
I jux secretly thought u looked cute.
:D
I really dunno how those feelings came by.
No one ever noes it, rite?
We hadnt talked face to face before.
Only in msn.
Rarely.
Im still glad we hung out afew times.
I remember how u made me smile with those little things u said or do.
Not to me directly, but i do enjoy watching u.
I remember how u made my tears fall unknowingly.
Especially, when i knew u fell for her*.
Thr was a pang of jealousy, but it quickly faded away.
It become more of envy than jealousy.
& yes, i envied her*. ALOT.
I was shy too.
Ppl urged me to talk to u.
But i just cant do it.
I sent u comments/testimonials in frenster,
but thr was no reply.
I sent to smses, wishing u happy birthday.
But u nvr replied.
U avoided me whenever i come close to u.
Why?
Am i obligated to ask tis question?
My friends ask me, wad do i c in u?
I dont answer because i dont noe de answer.
Love does not need a reason, no?
I noe sometimes, im making things hard for u.
Im sorry & im sorry & im sorry.
We're on de same boat actually.
We both liked ppl dat had nvr liked us back.
Pretty ironic, eh?
I guess it was either 7 or 8 months having feelings for u,
& i knew it was time to let go.
I had nvr expected u to like me back.
I just thought we could be friends.
Friends?
Can we be considered as friends?
Whenever i come close, u walkaway.
Yes, it hurts.
It hurted.
& now, its my time to walkaway, avoid, runaway.
Im not sure if i still hv feelings for u.
Maybe, just maybe,
Its merely care.
Yes, i care about u more than any other guy till now.
I do not wanna deny dat anymore.
Its not easy to push aside tis strong feelings i had for u for these few months.
Im avoiding u now.
So that these feelings dont come back anymore.
I cannot face u now.
I dont hate you either.
I hope we can be friends when de right time comes.
& no more walkaways.
But somehow rather, i still do think of u as an idiot sometimes.
For making me cry & all.
Sorry, no offense. (:
I wanna repeat smth, tis is NOT a confession.
P.S. - De best time i had with you was, the time we went bowling together. (:
Loved,
florence.
bernard lim ye zhe.
Well, if u ever read my blog, that is.
I muz hv been outta my brains, crazy to hv fell for u.
U're not de cutest, smartest, or de funniest guy i've met,
but u're definitely one of de shyest guy i've ever known.
Yet, u're de one dat i've really liked.
& no, tis is not a confession.
Because, u had already knew dat i had feelings for u.
Its really funny dat when i fell for u, it was love at first sight.
Haha.
I hadnt know u den.
I jux secretly thought u looked cute.
:D
I really dunno how those feelings came by.
No one ever noes it, rite?
We hadnt talked face to face before.
Only in msn.
Rarely.
Im still glad we hung out afew times.
I remember how u made me smile with those little things u said or do.
Not to me directly, but i do enjoy watching u.
I remember how u made my tears fall unknowingly.
Especially, when i knew u fell for her*.
Thr was a pang of jealousy, but it quickly faded away.
It become more of envy than jealousy.
& yes, i envied her*. ALOT.
I was shy too.
Ppl urged me to talk to u.
But i just cant do it.
I sent u comments/testimonials in frenster,
but thr was no reply.
I sent to smses, wishing u happy birthday.
But u nvr replied.
U avoided me whenever i come close to u.
Why?
Am i obligated to ask tis question?
My friends ask me, wad do i c in u?
I dont answer because i dont noe de answer.
Love does not need a reason, no?
I noe sometimes, im making things hard for u.
Im sorry & im sorry & im sorry.
We're on de same boat actually.
We both liked ppl dat had nvr liked us back.
Pretty ironic, eh?
I guess it was either 7 or 8 months having feelings for u,
& i knew it was time to let go.
I had nvr expected u to like me back.
I just thought we could be friends.
Friends?
Can we be considered as friends?
Whenever i come close, u walkaway.
Yes, it hurts.
It hurted.
& now, its my time to walkaway, avoid, runaway.
Im not sure if i still hv feelings for u.
Maybe, just maybe,
Its merely care.
Yes, i care about u more than any other guy till now.
I do not wanna deny dat anymore.
Its not easy to push aside tis strong feelings i had for u for these few months.
Im avoiding u now.
So that these feelings dont come back anymore.
I cannot face u now.
I dont hate you either.
I hope we can be friends when de right time comes.
& no more walkaways.
But somehow rather, i still do think of u as an idiot sometimes.
For making me cry & all.
Sorry, no offense. (:
I wanna repeat smth, tis is NOT a confession.
P.S. - De best time i had with you was, the time we went bowling together. (:
Loved,
florence.
FLORENCE ☮ & ♥
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